Monday, February 20, 2012

Plugging Along

It has been a couple of weeks since our visit to MGH. Owen continues to provide us with eventful weeks- it honestly feels like each week brings some kind of new adventure or challenge with him! Two weeks ago, the hospice doctor paid a visit to our house to talk about switching Owen back to the pallative care side of their program. Owen was put on hospice in January when he had his first " fire drill", which turned out to be a cold. Pete and I agreed that it would be appropriate to switch him back and paperwork was going to be filled out on the following Monday. While it is not set in stone, the understanding with hospice is life expectancy is six months or less. Owen is by no means thriving, but he doesn't appear to be rapidly declining either. Or at least he didn't until the next day.

Thursday and Friday, Owen went on what I am now calling The Hungar Strike of 2012. He decided that the meger 14 oz he was eating a day was too much and dropped his intake down to 5 oz or less. And slept most of the day and night. His doctors assumed this was Owen's body shutting down and starting the dying process. When a person shifts into the dying process, it is more comfortable to be dehydrated and people naturally do this on their own. I personally didn't believe it. I grieved losing Owen back in January and vowed I would not let him trick me again. Yes, way back in my brain there was a portion that was scared, but realistically I knew that he would just as likely wake up and start eating again as he would die. Guess what he did on Sunday? Yup, decided to eat again. What a turkey!

He still eats way too little and even less then before the Hungar Strike, but he eats enough to stay hydrated. He is a slender little guy, but remains very cute! His medications have been switched around a bit and we are seeing Owen have longer periods of calmness. It is wonderful to see him smile and giggle and be content on his own. He doesn't sleep, but apparently he doesn't need to. Owen remains on hospice for the time being, but I would assume they are going to take him off in the next few weeks if he continues to eat. He really likes his hospice nurse and it wouldn't surprise me if the Hungar Strike was his way of ensuring that she continue her visits to our house twice a week.

1 comment:

  1. Sommer, what a beautiful tribute to your beautiful little boy! Thank you for sharing Owen's story--and so eloquently. Though I have just met you, after reading your blog I feel like I have known your family for much longer-- and I am very impressed by all of you!
    Blessings,
    Patti Letizio

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